she tastes like the real thing... before+
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>>> return.
Saturday, May. 09, 2009/12:48 am I am drinking my dad's beer and smoking my mother's secret stash of pall malls. the air is fresher here, though my eyes are dry with the now unfamiliar pollen. i sit with my dog iris, she's shedding her winter coat. i am doing the same. canada feels so close and so far away. i am torn between worlds and lives. part of me feels at home here, part of me feels so attached to there. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 12:48 am on Saturday, May. 09, 2009 >>> cold, cold stars
Tuesday, Mar. 24, 2009/10:47 am sometimes when it's a cold night, I go outside just to see the stars from a different angle, but I always find myself disconnected from this northern view, it never seems to move me like home. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 10:47 am on Tuesday, Mar. 24, 2009 >>> how does it?
Wednesday, Oct. 15, 2008/2:52 am what do you find more attractive? 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 2:52 am on Wednesday, Oct. 15, 2008 >>> -
Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2008/5:11 pm I guess I'm not really cool enough. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 5:11 pm on Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2008 >>> My brother and me.
Tuesday, Jul. 22, 2008/7:38 pm when my baby brother came to visit. he's a beautiful child, with a big heart, but he has a long way to go until he's all grown up. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 7:38 pm on Tuesday, Jul. 22, 2008 >>> rain rain rain rain.
Thursday, Jun. 05, 2008/10:53 pm the weather is rainy and I am waiting on a moving truck. I really like the rain in Canada even the thunderstorms aren't as intrusive as the ones back home. I actually love them. I regret not taking the time to write, but I haven't the patients yet. It will come to me though. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 10:53 pm on Thursday, Jun. 05, 2008 >>> Back in Georgia
Monday, May. 19, 2008/1:14 pm I am back in Georgia, have been for seven days, I want to write when it's all done. the weather is so warm and it's so beautiful. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 1:14 pm on Monday, May. 19, 2008 >>> Goin' down to georgia.
Saturday, May. 10, 2008/8:17 pm So I booked my ticket, and I fly down to see the fam on Monday, which means I get to jump on a bus tomorrow. I absolutely can not wait to put my arms around them all. updates from georgia, plus I am taking my new and beloved camera. so it's going to start getting really colorful around here. just you wait. (: 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 8:17 pm on Saturday, May. 10, 2008 >>> birth?
Tuesday, May. 06, 2008/9:46 pm tomorrow is my day of birth. it still doesn't feel spring to me. I am homesick and silly as it is this will be my first birthday without my family, and with them so very far away. it hurts my heart that I can't put my arms around them, but I suppose soon enough i will. part of me wants to drop everything and escape to the familiar confines of my parents home and the land that I have romped upon for many a year. I just can't get this whole living in Canada thing, I am so happy to be here, but I long to be home, and this does not feel like home to me, yet. and even in my dreams this all feels temporary...I just can't shake it. and I do regret all the babysitting I am doing,not the money, but I regret having people rely on me now, because I can't escape. tomorrow I turn 21. but I feel like I am 45. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 9:46 pm on Tuesday, May. 06, 2008 >>> una foto fant�stica
Saturday, May. 03, 2008/1:54 am a compilation photo done with elizabeth, willie (james little brother), james and i. total sweetness fo sho. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 1:54 am on Saturday, May. 03, 2008 >>> Way too sentimental for my own good.
Monday, Apr. 28, 2008/2:36 am So it's two thirty in the morning. I've been so sentimental lately you'd think my little heart would burst. It probably has in it's own right, I am way too sentimental for my own good. She sits alone. But she forgets this,
though she knows one day down the road she'll look back and think of the smell of this city She takes the time to smoke a cigarette feeling displaced from her home. she doesn't know how to deal with her stability. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 2:36 am on Monday, Apr. 28, 2008 >>> I do really miss high school and my Ilse too.
Friday, Apr. 25, 2008/7:12 pm So I was beeing weird and looking at old entries in which I mentioned Ilse, they are all pretty much full of adolescent sadness. I was way too weird and way too dumb, but it's sometimes interesting to see parts of the roots from which we've come. three I do really miss high school. 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 7:12 pm on Friday, Apr. 25, 2008 >>> Something strange
Friday, Apr. 25, 2008/11:04 am It is weird how this has made me feel. My older brother phoned me this morning in a panic. He and Ilse had decided they should break up, that the long distance relationship was way too much for both of them. And you see, Ilse was one of my best friends in middle school and high school. So now I don't know what to do. My brother is dying. I told him I thought he should fly out there. it seems that it seems that I don't know what to do, I almost feel like it was me, I mean, I can feel Dru's pain and I just want to go home and see him. Truthfully, 2001-2011 �hillery posted by hillery @ 11:04 am on Friday, Apr. 25, 2008 |
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The Story of My Demise and Rebirth Part 1 - Friday, Dec. 16, 2011
A garden to grow. - Monday, Jun. 20, 2011 Spring sunshine - Saturday, Apr. 09, 2011 Paradise - Saturday, Oct. 02, 2010 Who are you meant to be? - Saturday, Sept. 04, 2010 navigate <<<
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